The longer things go, the worse things seem to get.

And as a consequence, the burden seems harder and harder to share with others in it's entirety, as much as I'd love to do so.

Thanks, you who have tried to share the load with me. I really appreciate it.

One thing that remains the same though, I/we need THAT sovereign being to change me. And I need to keep going back to the word, and to keep thinking. So if you do trust in Christ like the rest of the family, do pray for me ok?