Came to wonder whether I've been remembering what's important (aka why did I choose her).

Yes, that was my really really firm conviction that her maturity in terms of spiritual matters does matter, along with her traits coming from how she lives her life, who she's obedient to in her life. But have I been conducting myself in the relationship as if that's the case?

The answer's really obvious in my mind actually...

...I need to repent man. Heh.