Had a talk with PA over dinner together with M yesterday night. Although after the conversation not everything was cleared, but some things are clear: will need to talk to my mum to clear things up, both to let her know that I'll still honour her as my mum even after I wed, and to know what is on her mind exactly. I don't know what could be harder for me at this point in time, but for the sake of obedience to my Lord..and for the sake of my current and future family...