Thursday, October 30, 2003


The exams are coming, the Glory is His, I will put in my best!

Oh man....

I'm utterly shocked, surprised, and touched: my roomie just spent the last hour copying the solutions to the past yr exam papers that I was gonna do tml, so that he could have the copied solutions, and the questions set that he just printed out!!! And he was intending to sleep at 1am, now it's 2...

All the while I was in another "black mood"...

It's hard not to think of treating him especially well, you tell me, how not to??

Time to sleep...and all the best to all again...(lost track of how many times I said that, or is it just me?)

Wednesday, October 29, 2003


Had a headache (again) today....lucky got panadol (*takes panadol from tree*....thank God...


Psalm 86, the Psalm of dependence

Listening to Final Fantasy music soothing ah

It's great to know that we all have Someone to rely on in everything, the tough part is to rely on Him in everything we do...yeah? But have to work towards that!

Just got a postcard from my best friend "X", lol..really nice of you to send that, really, very touched ah, and encouraged...all the best in your studies too ok? This post's for ya (first time any post's for anyone, so you should be HONOURED...hahaha)
=) me, one of my God-sends...thank God... =P

Tuesday, October 28, 2003

False Teachings

IVP | Quiet Time Bible Study: "The Twisted Fate of Twisted Faith

IN NOVEMBER OF 1978, in a jungle clearing in Guyana, more than nine hundred people committed suicide by drinking cyanide-treated punch. Those too young to act on their own were given the punch by their parents. The Jonestown massacre sends a shudder through all Christians--and well it should--because Jim Jones, who prescribed this 'White Night' of death, at one time claimed to be among us. It's enough to cause Christians to take a hard, critical look at the life and faith of their leaders--and themselves. The book of Jude shows us how."'s quite disturbing to see how mislead people can get once the opportunity appears...

Athough only studied about 4 hrs odd today with my friends,teaching them along the way and learning too, quite drained for the rest of the day to do any studying/revision. Have I reached the peak of my mental capability? Or what?

Gonna start sleeping early and waking early, to tune my body clock to prepare for the exam timings...hehe


Monday, October 27, 2003

Hair Drop

i'm dropping a whole lot of hair where i study....gross...haha...think i must have been unknowingly tearing my hair out

anyways....all the best for the exams.....4 more days~~~~

Wednesday, October 22, 2003

Your "Are you Addicted to the Internet?" Results

Are you Addicted to the Internet?

46% (41% - 60%)
You seem to have a healthy balance in your life when it comes to the internet and life away from the computer. You know enough to do what you want online without looking like an idiot (most of the time). You even have your own Yahoo club or online journal! But you enjoy seeing your friends and going out to enjoy life away from your computer.

The Are you Addicted to the Internet? Quiz at Quiz Me!


In Christ alone,
I place my trust,
and find my glory in the power of the Cross.
In every victory, let it be said of me,
my source of strength,
my source of hope,
is Christ alone.

song just popped up in my mind just now, so just share with you all

Tuesday, October 21, 2003

hot hot hot

wah...the weather's been so strange lately, rain, hot, rain, HOT

now the evenings are so hot!!! going to get a headache at this rate man


hope the rest of you guys have better luck concentrating =P

My half naked floor rep

My half naked floor rep
Click here for the photo...if you DARE...

interested? drop me a mail! LOL

Sunday, October 19, 2003

Thank You...!! =)

it's weird how God cheers you up when you're down in the pits, or just need some cheering up

when i came back to my room...whoah....quite a few things in the mail and such, like the friendster testimonials which you know are not crap, and at least let you see stuff in a different touched okay, esp by my best friend too (which i don't talk to often =P )

just want to say a big thank you to all of you friends, it's great to know that you guys are there to smile for still

Friday, October 17, 2003


hahah i think i'd better clarify before i get a lot of wrong ideas coming my brother's car will be with his girlfriend, so i won't be using it all the time...hahaha

so still want to be my friend?


i tell you i really feel like vomitting blood now, have never been so exasperated energy to explain myself liao ah, and i probably won't have the chance at this rate things are going

my bro (my REAL one) just flew off today to the States for training, for 6 months....weird, but even though we don't really talk much, really felt a sense of loss when he left for the departure gates...i know that he'll be safe, but a lot of people will be missing him for sure..

only thing was that i got to drive his car! long nv drive,...and concluded that auto cars are far too easy (and thus not as fun) to drive compared to manual!

a few of my friends are sick...some seemingly probably more serious than others...pray that God'll heal


Wednesday, October 15, 2003


Just a short post before I go study

A Thanksgiving, thank God that somehow, just feel better (refer the the tone of the previous posts) today even though nothing special happened..

And hey Summer...everyone gets stressed up sometime or another...draw strength from Him too ok? To everyone else too.

995 hits! woooo......1000..1000..1000.....

STUDY TIME!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

no mood to study

don't feel like studying

yeah, that's what i'm feeling right now

i'm losing my concentration span, and still have no mood to study...wasted the entire day today liao ah....

had my oral presentation today (finally!), though i don't think i did, well....oh well, I know I did my best, so let it be. And thank God that no one in the class failed!!

gosh...why am i getting back to the attention seeking thinkings again? it's really very very irritating's abt pple, it's abt pple, it's abt pple, it's abt pple, it's abt pple, it's abt pple, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only, not yourself only

do your lab log!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, October 13, 2003


Bible Gateway : NEHEMIAH 4;

Facing opposition from the Enemy when doing God's work is normal, even expected, we should draw strength from God, and the fact that we're working with Him for His purpose..


This is lame: even the chatboard's becoming a paid service...duh~ I going to lose another friend again? Gosh, this is stupid...

Had prayer meet with my CG (CE) today, it was great to see them again...though some didn't manage to turn up..?

Saturday, October 11, 2003

Blessed weekend!

The weekend's coming...and the exams draw even nearer than before...

Have a blessed weekend all of you who read this.

And yeah, btw, counter's gonna reach 1000 liao hahaha...thanks for reading so far guys. For the 1000th reader who can prove himself/herself gets something from me? Though I dunno what yet...hahahaah

Duh...going mad liao

Friday, October 10, 2003's important!

IVP | Quiet Time Bible Study

Nehemiah 1

Depending on God

AT ONE TIME or another, most of us have said, "I am too busy to pray!" If the work of God or the work that we want to do for God depended on our energy and insight, then it might be true. But of course, at least theoretically, we believe that God's work can only be done through his power (Ps 127:1, "Unless the LORD builds the house, its builders labor in vain"). Yet we don't think our biggest job is to pray. If we did, it might make a big difference in what we try to accomplish for the Lord! As we go before the Lord in prayer, we gain his perspective, and we gain confidence. In this study Nehemiah models dependency on the Lord for his strength.

How weird that we can all get caught up in our work, and joining Him in His work, that we forget to (or the importance of) pray(er), may we learn and NEVER forget, that it's the only thing we have that can move God's hand!

Why?! Why?

I think I'm trying too hard to know the people around me? Or just that some things are being done wrongly? Gosh, I wish someone'd tell me!!



it's ironic how people can downplay the communications module, yet it's one of the things we all need to learn (badly)


Thursday, October 09, 2003

Spread the laughter around...

added in more stuff in the nice links on the right, I highly recommend the happy tree friends one esp. for those who have broadband


Wednesday, October 08, 2003

study study study

all studying hard for exams, give me some stress to study too lol

oh yeah, erm, wonder what do you guys think abt the music in the background, any comments, negative or otherwise?

Arghz...I miss my xiao mei...haha..along with my friend who's also studying overseas!!!!

ok! back to study!

Tuesday, October 07, 2003


to all my dear brothers and sisters reading this, and are having exams sometime soon, all the best!


Sunday, October 05, 2003

Camera Crazy

We somehow managed to get a digicam in our hands, so went mad for a while (!!!) with's some results...hehe

The corridor of my hall floor

My roomie's messy corner!

My messi-er corner hehe =P

The truster and the Trustee

Memory verse:

Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In ALL your ways acknowledge Him, and He'll make your paths straight

Funny how I can NEVER remember where these verses come from, but then again..!!! =P

Trust ***, TRUST!!!!

Saturday, October 04, 2003


Was just wondering, is it just human that people can't really interact in grops of more than two, unless all are of the same interests, or at least same focus?

Or is it all about give and take?


Think have been especially depressed lately? Or just thinking too much ah! hahhaa......disturbed by so many things!

Friday, October 03, 2003


Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always want to try something new. Your inquisitive and quite lovable. You have many friends and will succseed in life.
Your: Happy eyes! Your cheerfull, bright and always
want to try something new. Your inquisitive and
quite lovable. You have many friends and will
succseed in life.

What type of eyes do you have?
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*messy insides*

Just came back from movie and drinks with my church mates
really enjoyed the time interacting with them

and thank God for the lift back (again!)!! =)

but on the way back, some comment made in the car...dunno how i feel abt that, but i wasn't very happy about it, and i don't know what exactly were my thoughts about it, but time to sort them out too...

hope everyone reading this had a blessed day today too!

it's hot down here

wah's darned hot ah...or is it jus me??

arghz *fans himself*

Thursday, October 02, 2003

Good Morning!

ahhh...just woke up...*stretches*

hehe...thank God for thursdays to relax and recharge ah...

.... *ouch*...

it pains me to see a dear sister going through what seems like the issue that has bogged me down for years, but yet not know how to give advice exactly as I think that only our good Lord can tell her exactly what to do?

May God be with us all, and thankfully, He's the Rock we can trust...

Wednesday, October 01, 2003


slack slack slack study okay... =P

something not so nice happened today, though I shall not elaborate, but the group of us managed to get one person pissed (for a while? dunno..), partly due to our impatience and lack of foresight, and inconsideration? But I think from this event we all should have learnt something ah...and to move on yeah?

anyways tomorrow is my free day! am looking forward to resting and studying up on my programming a bit!

Happy Children's Day!

I can't believe it, my mei n a friend just wished me happy children's day this morning!

hahaha...all for fun sure, but wonder whether it's an insult or a compliment?

Anyway a happy children's day to all those reading this, and are eligible for that in any way hahaha, enjoy your holiday...