this is stupid, the things you exactly do NOT want to think about anymore for the rest of your life, or those things what you do not wish to think about for the time being even only, come chasing up with you like a rabid (hungry) dog thinking that you're meat (metaphor), the hell



my friend says that i'm running away from the thing and all that, and that God wants me to settle this thing, but am i?! or what?!



wtf, why?!?!?!! i'm sorry for the language, but if you want to know what i'm really thinking, no holding back, yes, i'm cursing alright



somebody tranquilise me or something, i shouldn't be getting so worked up over this whole damned thing anyway



sorry