The day

Had a very long day today...

Had been thinking a lot (too much?) lately again, and being troubled
by them too...

Today had service, met up with my bro L for lunch, and J + G joined us
too at macs, had an interesting time catching up and talking abt
stuffs (mainly air force things), though I wished that could've spent
more time talking to him abt more personal stuffs, missed talking to
him and a lot of others too, and catching up. Next to go is C & R I
guess, must try to make time.

Went for a game of frisbee after that, the game was more "civilised"
and friendly today I felt, and really felt good playing, though
everyone clustered like mad again (12 v 12!), and we had a draw game
only in the end, but what matters is that think in our characters,
it's also part of our ministry too, the living it out part; and of
course, we enjoyed ourselves, and "We've done our best, no regrets" =D

(Another) G gg for SG Idol auditions today, haven't ask her how'd it go.

We went to Gerald's place (for most of them, again) after frisbee for
dinner and things after the game, really loved the place there, the
condominium didn't look like a condo, but a resort/chalet!
Gosh...being in there really brings in the holidays mood man! Didn't
manage to spend much time there thou, left at 10pm, so had to stop our
game of taboo.

One of the main things (to me) though, was the fact that had talked to
HZ quite a bit abt stuff, but also abt things that were bothering me
(we were the only ones who went for a short swim before gg to the
jacuzzi for abt 45 min, the rest abandoned us!!) regarding church.
Though didn't really "solve" the problem, but was good to share with
someone in church, somehow it's diff from sharing with someone from
CF, but not saying that it's not good or which is better lah! Hope I
didn't stumble her though with my sharing though, know it's
disturbing, but, somehow, that happens to be the crap that's inside my
head right now.

Weird thing too though: A small comment to W abt how's my holidays,
can also spawn (another?!) talk, this time at the coffeeshop
downstairs, guess his social work subjects really paid off huh
lol...but though it was a bit tiring to share the same things again in
detail with him (another one that I do trust too), him being the
thinker type, and the social worker (lol), had offered me some
viewpoint, which in my musings, have totally forgotten: in all these
problems, how am I responding to it/others? Weird, but encouraging,
is that he prayed with me, for us, before we left, right in the
coffeeshop! =D

The gospel is not to comdemn, but to save; But in all these
misconceptions we all have, or had before we knew thru the Word,
spoken or studied, we still interact with others with grace, but yet
still standing up for what we believe in the Gospel...

It's been a long day...but somehow I'm really glad